05/09/2014

I have my assessment at The Priory on Monday.  Cheadle referred me to Preston because my BMI is too severely low for them to deal with.  So Preston refuse to wait for NHS funding which can take up to 28 days (because my condition is urgent ha ha ha okilydokily then!) and have me booked in for an initial assessment this Monday. I'm so terrified, I don't even know what to say.  I'm not ready for this.  What am I going to be when I'm not skinny? 

01/09/2014 12:04

I haven't wrote a post in quite a while.  A lot of things have happened since the last time I wrote a post.  Where do I even start?  My darling Mickey passed away, bless his furry little sumo wrestler soul.  I miss him more than anything.  My mum found out I'm not eating and took me to the doctors.  The doctor referred me to an eating disorder clinic at the hospital but they referred me straight to The Priory because my BMI is "dangerously low."  So, I have my assessment at The Priory pretty soon and I am fudging terrified.  I have absolutely no idea what to expect.  I've researched into initial assessments but the internet doesn't really have any accurate giveaways going on.  God dammit Google.  

I basically ruined my mum's summer by making her cry and shout and scream and yell.
I'm sorry, mum.  But you have to understand that a lot of the time it's Ana talking, not me!  
I'm sorry.